I've been loved and I've been hated, misunderstood, obligated. I've been grief stricken, angst ridden. I've been tossed to the curb, treated like a queen, hand picked, foot kicked, scooped up, stripped bare, confident, frozen in fear. I've been lost, confused, wounded, bemused. I've been misused, abused, violated, validated, vindicated. I've been down but not out; reached the bottom and kept digging; climbed the stars and touched the sun. I've been adored, ignored, inspired, admired, desired, so tired. I've been helpless, hopeless, heartless, homeless.
I've been a doormat, put on a pedestal, burdened by expectations, bamboozled by my relations. I've been exiled, reviled, guilt tripped, soul whipped. I've been tied down, ripped apart, pieced together,broken heart. I've been unclear, held dear, mislaid, unpaid. I've been at peace, in despair, disillusioned beyond repair. I've been joyful, insecure, agitated, filled with peace, aggravated. I've been foolish and lonely, brilliant and bright; Sometimes I've been wrong, sometimes, I've been right. I've been somebody else when I should have been me. I've been conquered and redeemed and now I'm free.
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